Later, I encountered a turning point.
That designer from Tokyo, Japan, didn't change me much. It just made me feel for the first time that it's okay to take things slow.
This isn't a product introduction page, nor is it a brand description page.
It's just a record of my gradual journey to this point.
If you happen to be passing by, please feel free to stop in for a moment.
That day, I walked into the foreign company's office wearing high heels.
I thought that meant I had finally found the right direction in life.
There were times when I couldn't even do my assistant's job well, and every day I felt unqualified to stay.
I thought that after failing that interview,
my life had probably ended there.
I just don't dare to stop.
The moment I stop,
all the disappointments that haven't been dealt with
will catch up to me.
I'm really bad at saying no to people.
It's not because I'm kind,
but because I'm too afraid of losing them.
One day, I suddenly wanted to ask myself:
If I give up on everything,
what will be left?
It's not that I'm afraid I can't do it;
it's that I'm afraid—
I really want to.
For a while,
I was completing roles every day.
But I rarely asked myself:
If there were no roles, who would I be?
A working mother without elders helping out is just working, being a mother, and holding on, all at the same time.
That designer from Tokyo, Japan, didn't change me much. It just made me feel for the first time that it's okay to take things slow.
Later I understood,
grace is when you finally choose to stay for yourself.
She was making bags.
And at that time,
the first thing I started making was myself.
These stories later slowly grew into a lump.
This page only records the first season.
You can take your time and read it if you want.
If you're not ready, that's perfectly fine too.